She's quite lovely. Songs for today.
4.4.11
3.4.11
This is for you.
It's always a funny thing, pondering those most remembered moments, turning the pages of the book of your own life in your own mind. It's as if to read the past as a novel, from a distance, relating to your own character as if it were somebody else's fiction.
The girl remembered many things about him. She remembered his eyes and his hands and the shape of his face, the sound of his voice when he spoke and when he sang. She remembered the look on his face when she would often walk away from him, with what should have been said left unspoken.
She hoped that he remembered her too, and that the place in his heart for her hadn't closed off completely, turned cold and stoney, or died. They hadn't spoken in over a year, and when they had parted ways and bid farewell, it was brief and empty, rather dim and uncomfortable.
She wondered what he felt now. She felt rather distant from him, not that they were ever truly known to each other, as much as they secretly hoped they were.
When they spoke again for the first time, it was simple. It was full of smiles and laughter and stories of where their feet had travelled, how their hearts where broken and breaking still, and how their minds and souls had grown.
They spoke again, but it had slightly changed somehow, to something more endearing and sincere. And over time, as minutes became an hour, and an hour became many, there was something to which both he and she clung to, in memory of what they denied themselves for too long before.
She lived in his world many months ago, and blindly followed and listened to the voices coming to her in from all directions. She listened and obeyed until her mind was lost and the shoes on her feet were worn to the ground. She read the street signs and took directions from strangers, until she found herself very out of place, very confused, in a world she couldn't understand. She stood still on a busy road. The movement around her was quick, too quick, and she wanted to slow down. She reached for helping hands, and forced her legs to climb steps and ladders and trees, but in the midst of all the reaching and stepping and climbing, she found her limbs were twisted in a heap, and she was lost and tangled up in herself.
And the boy she knew, whose world she had stepped into, he was there, watching her from a slight distance, and holding on to the hope that maybe someday soon she would look over and see him. He waited for her to cut out the voices and listen to one--to sort through the gaps and grooves and tangles in her heart and to finally come to understand what she wanted.
But he left her there to become something more on her own. And as time went by, passing with both mercy and pain, complexity and simplicity, he found her again. In a different time and a different place. He noticed her limbs weren't so tangled and that just maybe she wasn't listening to all the voices that she had before.
She saw him. She understood in her heart what she wanted. She stood up, and carried on.
It was simple.
They fit together somehow, after all of their disputes and all the time that had passed. But miles had kept them apart, and would continue to hold them away from the arms of one another, until that single moment would grace them both, with a kiss, or an embrace, or even a warm gesture, tangible and real, but only with much time would it come.
xx
The girl remembered many things about him. She remembered his eyes and his hands and the shape of his face, the sound of his voice when he spoke and when he sang. She remembered the look on his face when she would often walk away from him, with what should have been said left unspoken.
She hoped that he remembered her too, and that the place in his heart for her hadn't closed off completely, turned cold and stoney, or died. They hadn't spoken in over a year, and when they had parted ways and bid farewell, it was brief and empty, rather dim and uncomfortable.
She wondered what he felt now. She felt rather distant from him, not that they were ever truly known to each other, as much as they secretly hoped they were.
When they spoke again for the first time, it was simple. It was full of smiles and laughter and stories of where their feet had travelled, how their hearts where broken and breaking still, and how their minds and souls had grown.
They spoke again, but it had slightly changed somehow, to something more endearing and sincere. And over time, as minutes became an hour, and an hour became many, there was something to which both he and she clung to, in memory of what they denied themselves for too long before.
She lived in his world many months ago, and blindly followed and listened to the voices coming to her in from all directions. She listened and obeyed until her mind was lost and the shoes on her feet were worn to the ground. She read the street signs and took directions from strangers, until she found herself very out of place, very confused, in a world she couldn't understand. She stood still on a busy road. The movement around her was quick, too quick, and she wanted to slow down. She reached for helping hands, and forced her legs to climb steps and ladders and trees, but in the midst of all the reaching and stepping and climbing, she found her limbs were twisted in a heap, and she was lost and tangled up in herself.
And the boy she knew, whose world she had stepped into, he was there, watching her from a slight distance, and holding on to the hope that maybe someday soon she would look over and see him. He waited for her to cut out the voices and listen to one--to sort through the gaps and grooves and tangles in her heart and to finally come to understand what she wanted.
But he left her there to become something more on her own. And as time went by, passing with both mercy and pain, complexity and simplicity, he found her again. In a different time and a different place. He noticed her limbs weren't so tangled and that just maybe she wasn't listening to all the voices that she had before.
She saw him. She understood in her heart what she wanted. She stood up, and carried on.
It was simple.
They fit together somehow, after all of their disputes and all the time that had passed. But miles had kept them apart, and would continue to hold them away from the arms of one another, until that single moment would grace them both, with a kiss, or an embrace, or even a warm gesture, tangible and real, but only with much time would it come.
xx
2.4.11
Fleet Foxes - Sun Giant/Blue Ridge Mountains
This day is passing slowly, yet is equally as fleeting. There are some musicians that perfectly suit a certain kind of day. Today the sun is shining brightly. It's not warm, but it's much warmer than it has been for far too long, and I'm thrilled that Spring is beginning to be itself around here.
I feel like each of these songs by Fleet Foxes adequately sums up my mood today. This post is rather random, and all of them lately have been quite random and patched together. But I feel that it's better to post little things about my day, or about myself, or about something else, than to leave my blog lonely and barren, ya know? So here it is!
Enjoy this sweet, sweet music on this sweet, sweet day.
I feel like each of these songs by Fleet Foxes adequately sums up my mood today. This post is rather random, and all of them lately have been quite random and patched together. But I feel that it's better to post little things about my day, or about myself, or about something else, than to leave my blog lonely and barren, ya know? So here it is!
Enjoy this sweet, sweet music on this sweet, sweet day.
30.3.11
days&weeks&months
Time is both short and tall. A tiny puddle, an endless ocean. If I'm afraid and thinking far too much, It is an angry monster If I am willing and honest and good, It is a song I can sing to, A melody I know. And for now, I am singing.Trying not to fear, Or to shiver or to worry, For the birds have what they need.
And I too.
lovely
These stunning photos, taken by PIERGUIDO GRASSANO or ANGELICA ARDASHEVA are my inspiration for today. via Angy's tea room. Come summer! Please please please.
29.3.11
28.3.11
Hello, Miss Jones
Project Runway Season 8 winner, Gretchen Jones has released her line. Her website is currently underway, and I'm oh so excited to see everything she has and follow her success and her designs.
I love her clean lines, combined with flowy elegant and loosely fitted pieces. Her choice of neutrals with a punch of colour is bold yet simple, and her jewellry is amazing!! I would love to own every one of these pieces. She's great. Thanks freckle-farm for the peek.
xx
27.3.11
Darling, Don't Forget
This is a song I kind of threw together, so it's reeeeeally rough... Also, my apologies for the horrible quality!
For W. P.
xx
24.3.11
when it's wednesday...
Bonjour!
Today, I woke up chipper. I was doin' okay. I woke up on the right side of the bed... Or so I thought. The first thing I do every morning is peel back my curtain and say goodmorning to the lovely industrial parking lot view from my bedroom window. Well, maybe I should've postponed that move, although that would hardly help. I had to deal with what I saw eventually:
Snow. Lots of it. Far too much of it. And I instantaneously lost my mind. I almost wept. But I held it together as much as one could. A few impolite cuss words were spouted for the next 45 minutes as I got ready for work. A good many growls were also uttered throughout my day.
To be or to not be [a grump]? That is the question. I am fully aware of that one awfully painful decision. That sticky one. The one which determines the rest of your day...supposedly. I know it's a choice, it really is. But on a blusterly un-spring-like day such as this one, I am so very likely to give in to that deep, utterly strong desire to be a grump... And I did it with ease. I mastered the grumpiness. But, being a nanny and all, I must stay relatively composed and kind and gentle. And so I did! I managed to get through my day--somewhat forced to be a decent human being. And towards the end of my work day, beginning in the late afternoon, I was astonished to notice a very great change in my mood. I was rather jolly!
And then I thought, I need to do something or make something or learn something. I felt couped up. Due to the [STTUUUUPIIDDD] weather, I was unable to sweat out my forecast frustration at the gym.
SO what I'm actually trying to get at here, is that a) I survived today despite my severe disappointment and anger, b) The sun is supposed to shine plenty for the rest of the week, hopefully melting up the cold, white spew that is the snow, and finally c) I took some pictures, and here they are:
Today, I woke up chipper. I was doin' okay. I woke up on the right side of the bed... Or so I thought. The first thing I do every morning is peel back my curtain and say goodmorning to the lovely industrial parking lot view from my bedroom window. Well, maybe I should've postponed that move, although that would hardly help. I had to deal with what I saw eventually:
Snow. Lots of it. Far too much of it. And I instantaneously lost my mind. I almost wept. But I held it together as much as one could. A few impolite cuss words were spouted for the next 45 minutes as I got ready for work. A good many growls were also uttered throughout my day.
To be or to not be [a grump]? That is the question. I am fully aware of that one awfully painful decision. That sticky one. The one which determines the rest of your day...supposedly. I know it's a choice, it really is. But on a blusterly un-spring-like day such as this one, I am so very likely to give in to that deep, utterly strong desire to be a grump... And I did it with ease. I mastered the grumpiness. But, being a nanny and all, I must stay relatively composed and kind and gentle. And so I did! I managed to get through my day--somewhat forced to be a decent human being. And towards the end of my work day, beginning in the late afternoon, I was astonished to notice a very great change in my mood. I was rather jolly!
And then I thought, I need to do something or make something or learn something. I felt couped up. Due to the [STTUUUUPIIDDD] weather, I was unable to sweat out my forecast frustration at the gym.
SO what I'm actually trying to get at here, is that a) I survived today despite my severe disappointment and anger, b) The sun is supposed to shine plenty for the rest of the week, hopefully melting up the cold, white spew that is the snow, and finally c) I took some pictures, and here they are:
xx
20.3.11
Currently sewing & painting & being productive!
I'll be selling things at the Lovely Things Found & Restored open house, which will take place on April 15th, 6 pm at 17 McDonald St. Alliston, ON.
New posts soon!
xx
I'll be selling things at the Lovely Things Found & Restored open house, which will take place on April 15th, 6 pm at 17 McDonald St. Alliston, ON.
New posts soon!
xx
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