Lark&Sky

i felt so strong, and so content.
with my purple nailpolish and a good song playing, i danced around the house singing at the top of my lungs.
my heart on hold, i didn't think, i didn't feel. just danced.

and then the song ended. it was quiet, i was breathing heavy.

i stopped moving,
i looked down.

i stood there for what felt like maybe thirty minutes. i'm sure it was only a few.
and i felt so lost, so alone, so confused. i went to bed and slept for a long time.
and when i awoke, i didn't feel so strong nor did i feel content as i did before.

i wanted to lie there for eternity. unsure and insecure.

just stay there and be alone.






BUT instead i danced some more.